I am who am. I have always been who I am.

Who else would be me if I myself?

So I guess nothing describes me if not I myself.

But lately, this definition has been empty.

I do not own myself now.

I do not even define myself.

I am of someone.

I am a being for others.

I find myself empty without him.

Yes… I am a slave and fallen and the “I” is sad for it shares something alien aside from itself.

But this reality I feel and it must be true.

This reality I live with joy and it must be necessary.

I live and I love.